Down in a hole, Alice in Chains

Bury me softly in this womb
I kept this part of me from you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb… in bloom

Down in a hole and I don’t know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
Well you don’t understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now I’m a man
Who won’t let himself be

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
I’d like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied

Down in a hole and they’ve put all
The stones in their place
I’ve eaten the sun so my tongue
Has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty
Of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more
Of my feelings beneath

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
I’d like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied

Bury me softly in this womb
Oh I want to be inside of you
I give this part of me for you
Oh I want to be inside of you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers (Oh I want to be inside of you)
In a tomb… in bloom
Oh I want to be inside…

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, outta control
I’d like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied

~~~ Alice In Chains ~~~

(note : this song is just how I feel at the moment, the guilt for who I turned to be consume me and rot me from the inside … Cold sun over me, bloody moon, holes full of void)

No. 63 (Pride & Glory – Found a Friend)

Time; take some time
If you wouldn’t mind
Just a minute or two
Cus time done weighin’ on my mind
Blinded my eyes
Not knowin’ what to do
Alone I’ve held the hand of sorrow
Feelin’ like I’m hangin’ from the gallow
Lord won’t ya please color my sky one time blue
When life’s left town and run me through
I’m glad I found a friend in you

I tried Lord how I done tried
Not to break down when it was goodbye
And no one said it was gonna be easy
I found out that ain’t no damn lie

Alone I done held the hand of sorrow
Feelin’ like I’m hangin’ from the gallow
Lord won’t ya please color my sky one time blue
When life’s left town run me through
I’m glad I found a friend in you

(note1: this song is dedicated to you, my friend, yes, you that are reading this. To all the talented people that I found here in wordpress)

(note2: another song that made me cry)