Sleepy thoughts

Another 8 hours sitting in the chair
That goes down every 5 minutes
Today I decided not to drink
I want to get away of the bottle
When I’m drunk I act like a stupid
It’s not that I’m not a stupid but
When I’m sober I somehow can hide it
I need a girl
I’m too shy to search for one
I’m afraid of the NO
Of doing the clown
That’s one of the reasons why I drink
To free myself
I like to live
But I’m walking close to the lady in black.

The way of the loser

Another night burned



*********************** my mind

And here we can’t enter

because we are drunk

and there we can’t enter


*******we are

*************still drunk

And it’s just not funny

The way of the loser

is not funny


and me with my glasses

and he with his belly

and me with my belly too

that I haven’t


*****************I was


but still a loser

and people laugh

and not understand

the hard that is

**************to wake up

***********************every morning

*********************with headache

******************feeling lost

*************and empty



but I continue fighting

against a dark destiny

I need a change

I need to take things


I need