05/11/13 (4th log)

It sucks !!!  I worked all night, came back to my house at 7:30 AM, went to sleep at 8 AM, could get asleep at 10 AM, and now, being 12:15 AM I’m fully awake. Yes, it sucks !!! Too much noise from the street, they are making constructions just-next-to-my-house. And the noise, the noise is unbearable. More sad, tonight I work again. Even more sad (but with a bit of happiness), my aunt is coming to Israel. She is arriving in another 5 or 6 hours, so I need to go with my mom to wait for her at the airport. This isn’t a bad thing, it is more than 1 year that I don’t see my aunt, and the thing that she is coming, it’s something good. Buuut, it could be even better if I could sleep properly, or, at last, not work at night.

Anyway, remember yesterday that I wrote that I was searching for a girl in the net, and that she actually answers me … well, forget about that, she stopped answer. Yeah, simply like that. I’m a bit of desperate for some love ? Can it be ? Oh, God … it sucks … too.

Ok, I’ll go to download all the Spawn comics and continue reading Cable and American Vampire. Actually, I think I’ll watch another episode of Star Trek : The Next Generation (first season), and another Doctor Who (first season).

Well, that’s all for now.

See you around, folks.

Insomnia (can’t sleep, motherfucker !!!)

IT’S A HELL  !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Demon hordes outside my house
tractors, trolls, catapults, nordic hammers
Warfare inside my head
and my eyes
standing up like zombie-soldiers
I want to disobey the orders
that my brain dictate to my body
I need to go to sleep
I’m MORE than tired !
Fire illuminate the sky
fire-dragons, fire-bullets, fire-works, FIRE-UP-YOUR-ASS
the day conspires against me
and my mind is weak
weak every minute that pass
there is no darkness
there is no peace
too much bright the light of day
Satan’s baby crying for their blood
Prehistoric beasts spitting fire
A living hell it is
I want to smack my head
with a hammer