Sleepy thoughts

Sleepy
Another 8 hours sitting in the chair
That goes down every 5 minutes
Today I decided not to drink
I want to get away of the bottle
When I’m drunk I act like a stupid
It’s not that I’m not a stupid but
When I’m sober I somehow can hide it
I need a girl
I’m too shy to search for one
I’m afraid of the NO
Of doing the clown
That’s one of the reasons why I drink
To free myself
I like to live
But I’m walking close to the lady in black.

I’m not a hippie

I met a girl the other day
some hippie that I used to fuck

when she was 16

and I was 21

(it’s legal, I’m not a pedophile)

added her in the facebook and tried to talk to her

(while I imagine how I did nailed her to my bed)

She don’t want to answer

even when the other day she told me

that she love me and

I proposed her to marry me

(Ok, she was high on drugs

while I was vomiting the wine)

 

I think

the problem is

that I’m not

a dopehead peace lover.

 

Dreaming

Alone in the building

11 PM to 7 AM

watching Lords of Dogtown

dreaming

dreaming of being rich

dreaming of poetry

dreaming of skateboards

dreaming of you

baby

dreaming of your lips

dreaming of your hair

dreaming of your eyes

dreaming of your perfect silhouette

dreaming of your pussy, too

dreaming of you

but you don’t know me

and I don’t know you

yet