(my) Feelings, Naked

What is wrong with me ?

Every person that I knew failed me,

everyone of them showed me that friendship is an ilusion,

or,

is something wrong with me ?

Is so difficult to find peace, to be happy ?

Everyone feels alone,

or is just me ?

Is there anyone not thinking only for himself/herself ?

Or, is something wrong with me ?

I feel I’m losing the game

I know sadness, and anger is ON

I’m afraid of what I can become

I can’t ask for help,

I can’t believe in anyone,

every person I know teach me that trust is an ilusion

and, I’m a dreamer, a fool

Why is so difficult to find peace ? Why is so difficult to find happiness ?

Is too much to ask for love, acceptance, a friend, a brother, a family,

someone in who I can trust ?

Negative thoughts cloud my mind

Anger is ON

I know sadness

Evil ghosts surrounds me

… is there a place where I belong ?

Friends

A beer is a good friend,
An animal is a good friend,
A dog, or a cat that you adopt, alone, in your house,
But people
People are only interested in what you have
And they are not real friends
I mean, not everyone, but most
I feel more appreciated by my cat
Than from some of my “friends”,
My so called friends
My fucked-up friends
Those friends that leave you alone in the middle of the street
And don’t care how you come back home
Those so-called-friends.
A dog will stay at your side
A cat too
A beer
An icy cold beer is a good friend in a sticky-hot-summer-day
But people will smile at you, give you a hug, and then, let you to rot
They will give their back on you when you most need them
Friends Friends Friends
I want to believe in real friendship
But I’m starting to loose my faith
(on them)

Loving a stranger (dedicated to my wordpress friends)

I had never met you and I will never meet you
However
I know I love you

Today
I passed you in the street
Our eyes found each other
Without repairing who you was / who I was
However
I know I love you

In the party, our bodies were sweating
My saliva mixing with yours
Inside our mouths, our tongues dancing
To the rhythm of the song,
I never knew your name, and I will never know
However
I know I love you

I visited your tomb
I leave flowers in the place,
Yellow and blue
With thorns on the stem,
I don’t know who you was, or how you had lived your life
However
I know I love you

I had read your poetry on the net
I never knew your name
Nor I saw your pic
And, most probably, I will never meet you in life
However
I know I love you

The purest form of love
Is to love someone
That you don’t know

No. 63 (Pride & Glory – Found a Friend)

Time; take some time
If you wouldn’t mind
Just a minute or two
Cus time done weighin’ on my mind
Blinded my eyes
Not knowin’ what to do
Alone I’ve held the hand of sorrow
Feelin’ like I’m hangin’ from the gallow
Lord won’t ya please color my sky one time blue
When life’s left town and run me through
I’m glad I found a friend in you

I tried Lord how I done tried
Not to break down when it was goodbye
And no one said it was gonna be easy
I found out that ain’t no damn lie

Alone I done held the hand of sorrow
Feelin’ like I’m hangin’ from the gallow
Lord won’t ya please color my sky one time blue
When life’s left town run me through
I’m glad I found a friend in you

(note1: this song is dedicated to you, my friend, yes, you that are reading this. To all the talented people that I found here in wordpress)

(note2: another song that made me cry)