What is wrong with me ?
Every person that I knew failed me,
everyone of them showed me that friendship is an ilusion,
is something wrong with me ?
Is so difficult to find peace, to be happy ?
Everyone feels alone,
or is just me ?
Is there anyone not thinking only for himself/herself ?
Or, is something wrong with me ?
I feel I’m losing the game
I know sadness, and anger is ON
I’m afraid of what I can become
I can’t ask for help,
I can’t believe in anyone,
every person I know teach me that trust is an ilusion
and, I’m a dreamer, a fool
Why is so difficult to find peace ? Why is so difficult to find happiness ?
Is too much to ask for love, acceptance, a friend, a brother, a family,
someone in who I can trust ?
Negative thoughts cloud my mind
Anger is ON
I know sadness
Evil ghosts surrounds me
… is there a place where I belong ?