What is wrong with me ?
Every person that I knew failed me,
everyone of them showed me that friendship is an ilusion,
is something wrong with me ?
Is so difficult to find peace, to be happy ?
Everyone feels alone,
or is just me ?
Is there anyone not thinking only for himself/herself ?
Or, is something wrong with me ?
I feel I’m losing the game
I know sadness, and anger is ON
I’m afraid of what I can become
I can’t ask for help,
I can’t believe in anyone,
every person I know teach me that trust is an ilusion
and, I’m a dreamer, a fool
Why is so difficult to find peace ? Why is so difficult to find happiness ?
Is too much to ask for love, acceptance, a friend, a brother, a family,
someone in who I can trust ?
Negative thoughts cloud my mind
Anger is ON
I know sadness
Evil ghosts surrounds me
… is there a place where I belong ?
I’m sitting in front of my computer
eating coloured fruity candies
hearing some music
watching the day pass by through my window
Enjoying the night slowly arrive
Emptying my over-full mail
Waiting for something to happen
They scream, but who hears ?
They suffer, but who cares ?
You see them as a product, something for consume
To satisfy our consumer addiction
you’ve got them in your table, their blood, their bones
all their suffering
is only another piece of meat between your teeths.
Could you look at them, to their eyes and tell them :
I’m sorry, but my hunger is worth your suffering ?
Me, not …
Next time you eat a chicken, a piece of meat
cow meat, pig meat, sheep meat, or a fish
know that this tasty meal was a life
that lived in fear, imprisoned,
A super giveaway !!!
The streets are empty
Darkness and the new year
Night, I am happy
(note : So, today was the jew’s new year, we are starting the year 5775, I’m at work, the hour : 03:20 AM, outside I can see the darkness, the night, I love the night, at this hour there is nobody in the streets, I can hear the silence, I’m at peace)
Originally posted on SALTO AL REVERSO:
Siento la necesidad de correrme
sobre la poesia de tu cuerpo,
tus labios (vaginales) que me cuentan de Safo
y el gastado camino de tu cintura,
tus tetas como montanias, montanias de miel, y
yo soy un colonizador,
voy a sumergirme en el mar de tus fluidos purpuras
Sos mia esta noche, las estrellas te miran y te envidian
porque sos mia
todo es posible
nuestros corazones bombean sangre + adrenalina
Un circulo de saliva nos rodea
y en el medio de la noche
de la naturaleza
No voy a recordarte maniana
pero esta noche
somos uno, un cuerpo, un alma,
pagana comunion del espiritu
Pero para cuando el sol salga
vas a ser otro vacio recuerdo
en la nostalgia de la nada
I feel the urge to cum
over the poetry of your body
your (vaginal) lips that tell me of Sappho
the wasted road of your hips
your tits like mountains, honey mountains, and
I’m an explorer,
I submerge myself in the sea of your purple fluids
You are mine tonight, the stars in the sky watch you and envy you
because your are mine
everything can happen
we are ethereal
our hearts pumping blood + adrenaline
A circle of saliva around us
and in the middle of the night
I name you
I’ll not remember you tomorrow
we are one, one body, one soul
communion of the spirit
you’ll be another empty memory
in the longing of the void